Blogging from my perch

I am a bird in a perch
It's 4:30am and I am in the hotel room sitting on the giant window sill.  It is large enough for me sit crosslegged with the window open.  It looks over the park and the birds are all waking up.  The sky is starting to lighten and the chorus is growing.  I tried my best to sleep but it just would not come to me so here I sit perched on the sill waiting for the day to begin.  The birds are my companions, so perfect that they are the one's to greet me on this day.  I am not by nature a morning person but on this early morning, I am grateful for their company.  Up to  this moment I have felt mostly like a tourist exploring a new country.  Until today we have been focused on the travel.  Boarding planes, checking into hotels, finding meals, changing currency and following the travel itinerary.  Today is the shift to the real reason we are here.  We are here to meet the little boy that could be my baby. 

In a few hours, we will meet Michael the lawyer and Titianna our translator in the lobby. We will be taken to the Ministry of Education to receive the official referral then go directly to the orphanage to meet with the director and the orphanage doctor.  They will answer all my questions as best they can then I will meet the baby.  I will finally see his little face and hold him in my arms.  The moment I have tried to envision for many years is difficult to wrap my head and heart around at this moment.  The wait is soon to be a thing of the past.  The fantasy becomes reality.  I have done all the paperwork to get me here, followed all the processes, planned every detail that can be planned.  Now I step in... let the Universe be the guide, trust in what will be, let go of the past and meet my future.  I bring with me a full heart and energy of all my angels who have been with me every step of the journey.  The sun is rising on this day and I am ready for this long awaited moment.